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Musings are just random thoughts on stuff. I'll put these in whenever I'm inspired to do so. Whatever.
Have you ever had an epiphany? Well, I was sitting in bed last night, just contemplating whatever it was I was watching on
TV, when I had a bit of one. And epiphanies are funny things. It's like, one minute, you're just watching some stupid thing
on TV, and then the next minute you're sitting upright in bed and things just seem very clear. Now, last nite's epiphany
wasn't my first, I've had a couple in the past few years, and I find that I'm unusually articulate during the moments of clarity.
Not that I mind, the sudden ability to articulate adds to the intrigue of the epiphany. So anyways, I'm lying there last
nite, and I have this epiphanic moment. I tell my sister about it, and she, in the grand tradition of sisterly behavior,
just shrugs and goes back to cleaning my room. But it was quite a defining moment, as epiphanies are in the habit of being.
This particular epiphany has completely changed my relationship with someone, and they don't even know it yet. Of course,
I find it odd that most of my epiphanies have come as a result of relationships I've had with guys. Wait, that's a leading
statement. Let's put it this way: they come as a result of my friendships with guys. Of course, most of my friendships with
guys come about because I'm attracted to them, so it does not surprise me that most of my epiphanies are derived from these
experiences. This is because most of my epiphanies are along the lines of "Hey, I am no longer attracted to so-and-so"...you
get the picture. And that's sad. But hey, if nothing else, the epiphanies have so far saved me from a bit of heartache at
the hands of these so-called guy friends. Whatever. Bla. Hmm, I think this little musing is over with. Bueno.
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